This song was written especially for this EP.. album.. whateverthefuck.. compilation. It describes my current state of mind. Like a testament to the fact that I am over this shit and ready to take on the world! I left it really raw, the vocals are basically first take - a bit off beat here and there.. I played the guitars in myself.. everything is a bit broken, but determined! And I figured in this kind of state the song actually sounds exactly the way I feel! Sometimes overproducing can kill a lot of the emotion of a song. Since this release is dedicated to my friends, fans and followers, I wanted to keep it as real and honest as possible.
lyrics
and I'm so glad that it's over -
that it's done
I never was the chosen one -
I never was the gifted child or the lucky son,
still I kept pushing on..
I should've known it would end like this
the whole world has forgotten that I exist
but there is something in me
that they all missed
and when this thing grows up, man
it's gonna be fucking pissed!
You better know where you're gonna throw your bad seeds
cuz they're gonna grow yes they're gonna grow up-up
I have a list and it says "the whole goddamn world"
credits
from No God : Dissecting Faith [2014] (FREE),
released August 25, 2014
All music and lyrics written and performed by Ott Evestus
Mixed by Ott Evestus
Mastered by Kristo Kotkas
Because Raymond Watts and also because my remix is the first track of the record! This is my first release under Armalyte Industries and an incredible honor to be working on a PIG song! Evestus
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