Post 18 Depression

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"This is an impulsive and spontaneous release, some things that I just had to get out of my system right now. Everything I've ever released has been with great planning and immense attention to every detail - for once I wanted to just throw something out there that's raw and fresh - unpolished and uncensored. Most of the material is actually written this year. Inspired by my own Post 2018 depression." - Evestus

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released January 3, 2019

All music and Lyrics by Ott Evestus except:
Mad World - music and lyrics by Roland Orzabal

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at RoundSound Studio by Keijo Koppel

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Evestus Tallinn, Estonia

EVESTUS is both an electro-industrial rock band from Estonia, and the name of the band's founding member and frontman.

MTV Baltics perhaps said it best, describing Evestus' sound as
"Symphonic Orchestra scoring a fight between Marilyn Manson and The Prodigy."

Currently a four-piece, the band is hot off their recent release "No God" EP and two new music videos - "Sleep Forever" and "Voices".
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Track Name: Post Hate
NO PURPOSE
NO PASSION
NO FUTURE
NO COMPASSION
RELENTLESS
AGGRESSION
BY POST HATE TEEN DEPRESSION
POST 2018 DEPRESSION
Track Name: Nothing Like You
you stare at me like I did something wrong
like I was out of your league
like I don’t belong - and you’re right
It’s how I walk and how I talk
and how I sit on my own
but you will never understand so
don’t pretend like you know
and I don't have a problem with you
I’ve got enough on my plate to chew
I couldn’t give a fuck less
how you dress
who you are
what you do
but you keep pointing that finger
you will lose it on a count to three

one - we’re not the same we’re nothing like you
two - we look the way we fucking like to
three - you fuck with us and then we’ll fuck with you
and we will kill you and your fucking god

God made man what the preachers preach us
man made god what the teachers teach us
they all say we’re a fucking freakshow
I say fuck ‘em and let them all know
we all wear our broken faces
cause we come from broken places
it wasn’t god or a man that saved us
it was the three fucking rules that made us
Track Name: I'm OK
I WORK AND WORK HARD EVERY DAY
TELLING MYSELF THAT IM OK
BUT MOTIVATION FADES AWAY
IT'S HARDER TO COME UP WITH REASONS TO STAY

BUT I DON'T WANT TO LET YOU DOWN
JUST WALK AWAY BEFORE I FALL
SEE I'M NO FUN TO BE AROUND
CAUSE I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE

AND YOU CAN'T SAY I DIDN'T TRY
TO PLAY ALONG THIS LITTLE GAME
ALL THAT I LOVE JUST SEEMS TO DIE
AND IT WILL ALWAYS BE THE SAME
Track Name: I Descend
I’ve gone and broke something today
So I don’t think that I can stay
I wash the tears off of my face
trying to wash away all
my disgrace

and so I descend
and I’ll go to hell and back
I have lost this game
and I don’t think I’ll play again

I wish there was another way
I hate myself more every day
I think I’m going to be sick
not everything that’s broken
can be fixed

and so I descend..

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